merlion

been down w gastric flu. actually the flu part has not kicked in yet. just the gastric and the body aches and the headache and the giddiness. been feeling like shit.

i feel like i'm in the first 3 months of pregnancy where the nausea is overwhelming. BUT I'M NOT OKAY!! just feel ill and rotten to the core. the acidic taste in my mouth just won't go away. i've got no appetite to eat and caffine (the love of my life) tastes putrid. sigh.

been merlion-ing too. from both ends! when will the torture end!!!!!!!