communication got me down

this month's pms journey brings new expectations. poor hubs. i feel that he should be able to read my mind and know what i mean. but alas, he is but a man.

last night, he went to a play (radio and juliet) which he told me about on monday while we were msning. i flirted with him to date me coz i haven't had any culture (apart from yogurt) in a while, besides, i really wanted some couple time. he flirted back saying it's scandalous to date a married woman. i told him not to worry, my husband is too busy with work and will not suspect anything. we teased each other a bit more and by the end of it, i thot i scored.

yesterday, he went while i stayed home with the kids. i knew he was going and i thot that his not bringing up the topic the last couple of days was his way of surprising me. i was wrong. he later sent me an sms to tell me how awesome it was.

when i shared this morning that i wanted him to take me, he said that i didn't tell him i wanted to go. my head almost exploded. then he said i have to start communicating better and i cannot keep things to myself.

maybe i assume too much. maybe we are not as in-sync (visuals of boys with bad hair hooked up to puppet strings just popped in my head ... but i digress) as i thot we are. maybe he is just one of those guys who like to tease vulnerable married women with kids.

so i'm going to make it clear. i wanna go on a date.