mish mash

the hubs is back but it's as tho he isn't.

work is so overwhelming. but i still love what i do and it is still interesting after 7 years. i know, i'm crazy. we've got a new senior manager. she's scorp, which completes the trilogy. the manager and the assistant manager (that's moi) are also scorp. come to think of it, so are the senior execs. HAH! anyways ... she's giving me good vibes.

it irks me that i do not have time for the kids. i come home these days so drained that all i want to do is watch idle tv. or should i say idol tv. i like the dopey dreadlocked kid. only coz he is so goofy and out of the idol norm. another fave show is survivor which i was really pissed about last night. it didn't air for some reason and was replaced by a b-grade movie. what an insult to survivor fans! i walked around the house aimlessly, not knowing what to do with myself. i needed a fix. went for a smoke, channel surfed, settled on miami ink for a bit then decided to sleep.

the kids are the only thing i look forward to everyday. i try to give MB as much attention as i can coz he is really slipping into the middle child stereotype. AG is growing so fast - mentally and physically. as a family, we are reading her a book on being pubescant and we are answering all her questions as well as we can. she is so curious and explorative. baby has been really ill this week so he sucks up whatever energy i have left. mostly at night when the family is asleep. i'm also the night nurse btw.

i ate comfort food the other day. mashed potato with fried corned beef and a side of baked beans. god i love this combo. it was THE ONLY pick-me-upper this week. ok i lied, i also bought make-up again which sent me on a high. it is really my only pleasure. as bimbo as this sounds ... make-up makes me happy.