say cheese

went to M&S today and tried some lingerie. when i was in the pretty underthings starring at myself in the full-length, i saw what my thighs were becoming. age was settling in and i have cellulite.

awwww man! i am not ready to face this! there is absolutely nothing lite abt cellulite. i felt fat and heavy all at once. i quickly threw my clothes back on and returned the lingerie as denial crept over me.

dammit.